The Ocean Family

 First time on a big ship, heart a little scared,

Thinking ’bout the officers, how life would be out here.

But the moment I stepped on Shelif, everything changed for me,

Found a home in this ocean, found the place I’m meant to be.

I came here knowing nothing, just a cadet with dreams,

But they held my hand and showed me how strong a family can be.

On MT Shelif, I found my family,

Waves may rise high, but they stand beside me.

From sunrise to anchor watch, every single day,

They make me feel safe, they show me the way.

This ship is not just steel, it’s a home across the sea…

MT Shelif… my ocean family.

Second officer guiding me, step by step each day,

Every valve, every line, he explains the proper way.

From zero to everything, he builds me like an officer,

I’ll always remember, sir, your lessons make my future brighter.

Chief officer treats me like a son,

Teaches me the job till the day is done.

Caring like a father, correcting me with love,

Blessed to have him with me, guidance from above.

Third officer feels like a déjà vu scene,

College senior, same place we have been.

Brother on board, making jokes at night,

Irritating me for fun, but everything feels right.

TME joined same day, same vibe, same flow,

Learning and laughing everywhere we go.

Junior engineer, cool like the 3/O too,

Feels like a brother, always helping, always true.

Bosun, AB, pumpy, OS — teaching me every line,

Thanks to them I learn the job, step by step in time.

GS Qudoos — a brother, always with a smile,

These moments with my crew, I’ll remember all the while

Captain so calm, gives me space to speak,

A leader who listens — strong and unique.

Chief Engineer, cool and handsome, quiet but kind,

On MT Shelif, I found my family,

Strangers turned brothers, standing next to me.

Ocean may roar loud, storms may come through,

But I’ll hold these memories, every moment, every crew.

This ship is not just steel, it’s a home across the sea…

MT Shelif… my ocean family.

Ormaye Pathinanj Minute

ജീവിതം പാഞ്ഞോടും വേഗം,

നാളെന്ത് സംഭവിക്കും അറിയില്ല.

ഇന്ന് യൗവനം, നാളെ വൃദ്ധാവസ്ഥ,

ഒരു ദിവസം മണ്ണിൽ ചേരേണ്ടി വരും.

അവസാനം വേണ്ടത് ആറടി നിലം,

ബാക്കിയൊന്നും നമ്മോടില്ല വരം.

പണം, അഹങ്കാരം, മാനവും ശോഭയും,

ശ്വാസം മുട്ടുമ്പോൾ ഒക്കെ മാഞ്ഞുപോകും.

തിരിഞ്ഞു നോക്കുമ്പോൾ ഓർമ്മകളേ ബാക്കി,

ചില ചിരികൾ, ചില കണ്ണീരൊലി.

പതിനഞ്ച് മിനിറ്റ് പോലും ഓർമ്മയില്ലെങ്കിൽ,

ജീവിതം ശൂന്യമായി തോന്നി പോകും.

അവസാനം വേണ്ടത് ആറടി നിലം,

കലഹവും ദ്വേഷവും ഒന്നും നിലനിൽക്കില്ല.

പണം, വാക്ക്, ക്രോധവും അഭിമാനവും,

മരണവേളയിൽ ഒന്നും രക്ഷയല്ല.

ഇന്നുതന്നെ സ്നേഹം പകരൂ,

കുറച്ചു പാട്ടും, കുറച്ചു ചിരിയും.

മരണനിമിഷം വന്നാലും പറയാം,

“ജീവിതം പാഴായില്ല, ഞാൻ ജീവിച്ചു.”

Walking in the rain

 I wear a mask, a fake smile

The world thinks I'm happy, all the while

But deep inside, I'm lost and alone

A soul trapped in darkness, no place to call home

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

They say I have friends, but it's a lie

No one reaches out, no one asks why

I'm just a ghost, invisible and grey

A fleeting thought, in their busy day

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

Why must I exist, in this endless night?

A life without purpose, a futile fight

I search for answers, but none are found

A whispered cry, in an empty sound

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

In the rain, I find my peace

A temporary escape, from life's release

But the pain remains, the emptiness too

A lonely heart, beating true.

By BIJO JOHNSON 

Unseen Love

In the shadows, I hide my heart

A love so strong, yet we're worlds apart

I watch you from afar, with a secret smile

My love for you, a flame that burns all the while

But you don't know, the way I feel

You ask me questions, but my heart is sealed

I'm loving you only, but you can't see

The love I have for you, is meant to be

You ask me who, is the one I adore

But I just smile, and say nothing more

My heart beats fast, at the mention of your name

But I hide my emotions, and play the secret game

But you don't know, the way I feel

You ask me questions, but my heart is sealed

I'm loving you only, but you can't see

The love I have for you, is meant to be

Maybe someday, you'll see the truth

And maybe then, my heart will find its youth

But until then, I'll hide my love

And cherish every moment, sent from above

But you don't know, the way I feel

You ask me questions, but my heart is sealed

I'm loving you only, but you can't see

The love I have for you, is meant to be

So I'll keep loving you, from afar

And hope that someday, you'll be my shining star

And though you don't know, the way I feel

My love for you, will forever be real.

By Bijo Johnson  

You're mine forever

 In your eyes, my heart finds home

With you, I am never alone

Your touch ignites a burning fire

Melting my fears, my heart's desire

You're mine forever, my love so true

In your arms, my heart beats for you

Through every tear, every strife

You're mine forever, my soul's life

Your smile lights up the darkest night

Your laughter fills my life with delight

With every breath, I'll love you more

Forever and always, my heart's score

You're mine forever, my love so true

In your arms, my heart beats for you

Through every tear, every strife

You're mine forever, my soul's life

I promise to cherish and adore

To love you more with every passing shore

Through life's ups and downs, I'll stand

Forever yours, hand in hand

You're mine forever, my love so true

In your arms, my heart beats for you

Through every tear, every strife

You're mine forever, my soul's life 

By Bijo Johnson 

Echoes in the rain

I wear a mask, a fake smile

The world thinks I'm happy, all the while

But deep inside, I'm lost and alone

A soul trapped in darkness, no place to call home

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

They say I have friends, but it's a lie

No one reaches out, no one asks why

I'm just a ghost, invisible and grey

A fleeting thought, in their busy day

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

Why must I exist, in this endless night?

A life without purpose, a futile fight

I search for answers, but none are found

A whispered cry, in an empty sound

I walk in the rain, to hide my tears

A lonely soul, drowning in fears

No one to turn to, no hand to hold

A life without meaning, growing old

In the rain, I find my peace

A temporary escape, from life's release

But the pain remains, the emptiness too

A lonely heart, beating true.

By Bijo Johnson 

Melody of love

 In the morning light, I see your face

A radiant smile, a gentle, loving pace

My heart skips a beat, my soul takes flight

In your eyes, my love shines bright

A_____, my love, you're the melody

Filling my heart with harmony

In your laughter, I find my peace

With you, my soul releases

Sundays at church, I search for you

A glimpse of your smile, my heart renews

Your stories, your voice, treasures to me

A symphony of love, wild and free

A______, my love, you're the melody

Filling my heart with harmony

In your laughter, I find my peace

With you, my soul releases

Though fate may take us far apart

My love remains, forever in my heart

I'll support you, through life's ups and downs

Silently cheering, through joy and frowns

A______, my love, you're the melody

Filling my heart with harmony

In your laughter, I find my peace

With you, my soul releases

You're the rhythm that makes me whole

A_______, my love, my heart's goal

Forever in my heart, you'll stay

Radiant smile, shining every day.

By Bijo Johnson